An Impossible Him

I think I'm in love with someone impossible, even if I'm a star. Okay, call it a crush if you want. I have never felt this way towards someone like him. It feels like first love. So pure. So innocent. I feel a tingle when I see him. I feel happy looking at him. I'm outta my mind. He's so unreachable. I'm being so unrealistic, it's ridiculous.

I have to clarify this though. I only like him, this way. I have seen him in action before but, I don't feel a thing. The first time I felt for him, was when I saw his casual seriousness.

He gives off the vibe that I have been looking for. He makes me feel what I have been wanting to; first love. I told Fel that I feel mmm.. whenever I see him. Like, all my troubles are gone. This is the kinda love I want. No pressure. Just pure I-like-you.

I had this same feeling towards E but that was a zillion years ago.
I feel happy whenever I see him.
I hope to chance upon him.
I look forward to see him.
I dress up just for him.
I wanna see him.

You'd probably think that I'm joking. But you should know that I never go guy-crazy and say I feel this way even if I mention about how hot/cute this guy is.

He's different. He's the exceptional. He's just like a dream. A dream that perks me up. A dream that makes me feel young, all over again.

Good night. ♥